Credo X: Mistakes

from ao:


            The Blind Spot, the Wounded Healer, and mistakes all have something in common. Jung points out that to achieve perfection, which etymologically actually means done, finished, ready to be put under glass, is not the goal of individuation .[To me, it seems that trying to be too good is bad for u, because then we repress our faults in the unconscious as our Shadow n project it conveniently onto others!] Jung also says repeatedly that myths are not untrue stories but stories symbolically true of the psyche! This combination led me to do some research:

       The Blind Spot is a physical phenomenon having to do with optical vision. We all have one! Check it out.

       The Wounded Healer or vulnerable hero appears [acc to my Dict. of Mythology]] in 27 world cultural myths n lists 40 heroes! This surely hints at an archetypal and psychological truth. Achilles’ mother Thetis held him in a fire trying to make him immortal but the heel she held him by didn’t make it. Siegfried bathed in the blood of the dragon he had killed, trying to make himself invulnerable but a leaf fell on his back preventing it. There are many more instances. Chiron is one of the nicest. He was the centaur who ran a school for heroes. Achilles, n a whole bunch of precocious boys. What a job!  Heracles, one of his students, shot him by accident in the foot. As Chiron was immortal n knew that mortal Prometheus was deserving, offered to swap his own immortality for mortality n the suffering of the wound.. Zeus took pity on him n later placed Chiron in his own constellation in the heavens. Chiron became the archetypal Wounded healer. He teaches us that the redemption of our own suffering is the ability to empathize n thus more truly serve others.

    What does this tell us? Perhaps that none of us is perfect or we wouldn’t be here and that there is an ultimate good that can come from redeeming our mistakes. Any wise counselor knows that “it takes one to know one”. One cannot apply conscious intellectual knowledge alone to help others, it has to pass through one’s being first. Alcoholics Anonymous, inspired by Jung, is a perfect example. Wisdom, it seems, can only come from the humble acceptance of suffering and through the sublimation of loving n willing consciousness.

     Which brings us to the third item: Mistakes! We all make them. We feel shame, regret, embarrassment; "have been there, done that"! It is part of the human condition. When I met M, my beloved Teacher, I was 21. I was overwhelmed n rode up n down Fifth Ave in NYC on top of the bus in tears n shame at the time I had wasted! When I saw him again, he said kindly, “Dearie, if u would spend that energy now in redeeming those mistakes u could put them to use from now on!”

    Later on, a definition came to me: A mistake is a loop in consciousness made to expose a greater surface to experience.

    In my book THE DOVE IN THE STONE there is a whole chap devoted to pointing out that trees don’t grow like telephone poles! The trunk aims in the vertical direction n the branches spread out laterally n each leaf is exposed to a common source of light, the Sun. [Symbolically our Div Guest]. Each leaf is the result of an AHA! n many of those Aha!’s are the result of redeeming a mistake.The trick is not to keep repeating the same one.

    Slowly, I got the hang of this n felt quite pleased w/myself until I learned the next step. Being conscious of the mistake is only half the job, the other half is acting out the correction! This runs the gamut from a spelling mistake to a misdeed or unkindness made either out of ignorance or negative intent. Our tree of life has to keep growing and karma sure is a great teacher.

     When I began teaching kids in school, I would spend the first day explaining three things: the first was not to be afraid of making mistakes!  The second was to be willing to ask a dumb question; the third was that my intention was not to get them into the next grade, but to expose them to something useful for their whole life.

      M taught us by example rather than only words. I remember during WWII, we were invited to West Point by one of his closest friends, a graduate, a stockbroker, n now returned as a teaching officer. The occasion was a cocktail party. Now M was the wisest, most impressive and knowledgeable person I had ever met. He sat on my right, a lady on my left. She began to share some very simple idea that had come to her. To my astonishment, M began to ask her the dumbest questions, drawing her out n allowing her to grasp new insights w/palpable delight! What a lesson for me!

      After 18 yrs of teaching kids, I concluded that I really never taught them anything but I did engineer a few attacks of insight! Those gratifying cries of “Oh, I get it!”

      The real meaning of education is ex-ducare, Lat. for leading forth, which is the process of Sophia, in-tuition. So we all need to remember this: it’s not what we say but what the other hears! It is not what I am writing but what u are reading that counts. And I guarantee that in every case, the result will be unique. In-struction, on the other hand, building in, is the framework necessary to every discipline. Music requires scales, notes, keys etc; Grammar, geography, sciences all have necessary basic tools that are essential, but usually by 6th grade enough of a beginners’ kit is at hand for exciting things to develop. Intellectual curiosity, at least a few decades ago, was untrammeled by sex, drugs n the like. There can be a freedom at that age not likely to come until retirement when the delight of learning just for learning’s sake can re-emerge,  so many responibilites intervene.........but many of u are as nuts as I have been all of my life!

     Taken symbolically, the parable of the Prodigal Son is another story of the ego’s adventure into the extraverted world of painful experience, making that loop in consciousness, ending in being  drawn back home to our Self [Divine Guest] by the loving in-tuition of Sophia, Holy Wisdom.

lovingly,
ao